I wish I would have been this lucky when I was a young man. When I was about his age my parents caught me masturbating one time and then they took me in the living room and shamed me. They told me some bullshit like God does not like masturbating and the Bible says not to do it and that was their goddamn sex talk with me. And to add to the hypocrisy of this my dad was looking at Playboy's and Pornography his entire married adult life and even after we got much older and moved here, he literally got mad at my mom for throwing away his old Playboys. Now that I am grown and able enough to think for myself, I have discovered what I am and what I want, however it is too late because I am poor and ugly and broken beyond repair. However, I thank you for the sweet dreams even though this could be debatable, but at least it is not hypocritical because there should not be anyone who does not want to have a serious discussion about sex.